Sometimes i feel like im living through my life walking through the oceans water...

Water represents problems nd I can't distinguish which I'd rather be on or in; on the shore nd dry or washed away in a wave? I look at one nd look back at the other...

I can't figure out if i should just let myself go or go through the challenge nd make it to the one that's farther...

I hate standing in the middle with the decision to make...

Its cus then it's up to me nd idk which decision to take...

Cus sometimes going through good makes things bad...

But then again there's always that special light in the dark room nd I'm in nuetral, can't decide; don't wanna have to make a decison nd wonder what the other one for me coulda had...

Sometimes i wish destiny/mother nature would just take it upon itself to wash me out to the shore or pull me in nd drown me...

You know? Like Either let a problem demote me or just fckn crown me...

But don't make me decide!...

Just Gimme the shore or deliver a tide...

Pretty much I'd rather have no choice nd know exactly what I need to do than to get to decide what comes next nd what gets put in front of me..

See I just believe in this thing; they call it destiny...