I learned you have to make peace with the past...
It's necessary to make the future last...
I hated to admit it but I didn't  wanna always wonder what if...
So I went back nd decided to get it all off my chest nd admit it... 
confessed it all to see if anything happened, Nothing did nd now i feel alot better... 
 what if is now what did; nd the past, it's  now easier to forget her...
I'm glad i can say I gave it a shot instead of always wonder what if; this feels better..
hearts only have one hand, therefore It needs to drop the past to now grip a future... 
I had a disease that only going back to the past could cure... 
 I was sick, couldnt commit to another girl before cus i always asked myself what if nd wondered if there was a chance we'd end up back tgether...
Learned it was pointless in the process  of making peace with the past...
It was a trip, I made peace with the past, gave it only couple of days nd met someone special real fast...
my future,I think I met her...
Nd if she were to start love me; I can finally let her<333...