Wrote this today: 

I daily walk down the hall nd see someone head down with eyes that just cried

Their bad days relate to roller coasters and they just had an awful ride

Sometimes they're people that hang out around me nd I hear em talk about how they need someone to talk to

They're in time of need, feeling low and I'm their friend so to me they come to

They vent nd ask questions of why's.

I tell em things like to profit in hope cus strength to keep going is what it buys

They think I for them could make some things clearer

Makes em feel a little better temporarily bur later on I'm sure they realize it was a waste of time, they shoulda been talking to the person in there...In the mirror

five throwbacks from my old blackbook/journals:

x1

single nd never looking,

whats meant to be

will come to me

x2

I grew up with her

Always good intentions wishing nothing bad would occur

But it did nd it was all due to her

She made me feel so damn good

Even if she had me Doig things opposite of what I should

Nd I wouldn't change it if i could

Cus she taught me lessons after cracking under pressure

We always lived for the moment leaving the future as a blur

But ever since we met, I haven't been the same since

Ever since I met her, the bitch influence...

x3

It's bittersweet

Can give me that motivation but the thought of her is hard to beat

I can't lie, I'd love to see her cry

To see her fall, better yet, I wish she would die!

Her smile produces herself in me but her frown is gorgeous

Ya she's gotten the best of me, fck it I'll own up to this

The pussy may be good but that's when odds are on my side

But when vice versa, the bitch I can't hide

Like now, look at me sitting here

Talking bout that girl found in the dictionary, FEAR

x4

The center of me

Sometimes my fckn enemy

But I only have one

Every war we've had, she's won

She's still here so I'm not done

I hear her cries

And her voice, her thump, it never lies

She's been here from the start so do me a favor nd get to know her

Just don't disrespect or hurt her

She's been here from the start;

My heart...

x5

Sticks and stones will break my bones

Nelly said Punch me high kick me nd kick me low

It's gunna take more than that for you to break my soul

Nd see The future is unknown but about it I haven't cared

All I know is I'll be it; prepared...