I'll never even think to bother you cus I know I'm not deserving of your friendship...
I may have said many I hate yous nd etc outta mistake but when I said I cared nd loved; I meant it...
I'm not even mad cus you left. levaving me was the best thing you ever did for me... 
It wasn't till then I started to question what the fck have I become, what's happened to Tony?...
My loss of your presence has only changed me for the better...
If only I woulda been who I am tday back then when we were friends; tgether...
I don't believe in second chances...
So for one; won't ask it...
Just want you to know that I wouldn't be the man I am tday if it weren't for you...
 All the bad things you said about me, i learned to accept; they were true...
For the realization to make me a better man; i thank you...
Nd I may not deserve one but you do
So if you ever need a friend; call me...
Believe it or not; I miss you, iv changed, really, I'm sorry...