To her:
I have this friend I met in high school nd have somewhat grown up with...
Don't talk as much for certain reasons but deep down to get along; we both want it...
The reasons for the silence doesn't matter...
I just believe it was bad luck; we walked under the latter...
You used to care so much about what I thought of you...
You grew up without me; changed nd gained a new point of view...
Nd that's fine I just want to drop the front and talk without fighting...
I wanna show how much I still care for you nd everything else I've been hiding...
Deep down I hope you still care of what I think...
But see the thing is I don't know what to think so please do me a favor, it'll explain everything...
See we've been fighting a pointless war;no ones winning, no ones won..
So do me that favor, make my eyes a mirror; look at you nd the dilation that you've become...

Nothing great:
Man due to the fault of it all; do tears ever come to his eyes?...
Knows how to give birth to love but what does he do when it dies?...
I saw a friend; down nd heartbroken
Fell in love with the lies, of the truth; she wasn't knowing...
Could tell she wanted to blame someone but didn't know what or who...
She should blame this one particular guys,ask; what'd he do?...
He shot her to fall in love; but her love, it now dies
 love. He's the reason for the tears; tears comic down her eyes;
She's now tired of all this stress to his concept; his lie
Love, it was his fault nd I wonder; does he ever feel our pain. Cupid; does he ever cry?

I wasn't in the best of moods:
We can get so much advice...
But won't really know wht we should do til we fck up and pay the price...
Practice makes perfect...
Nd Perfect; we all want it...
They tell me things like the more you do something; the better you'll get at it...
But life; how do you practice at it?...
Cus each breath I repeatingly take gets harder to take in Nd I've been breathing since day one...
It's part of living ; I've lived 17 years nd it's  only gotten harder; how come?...
See it doesn't make sense...
Takig advice is like being a dog living in a backyard; I decided to climb the fence...
Tell me things like when life gives you lemons, make lemonade; to calm down nd take a seat...
I say fck that! you don't get it. sometimes the sugar of life ; it isn't so sweet...