Some dreams nd fantasys are Better kept that way...

Here's the reason for which this I say:...

SAw this one particular girl at the mall a couple days ago...

Same girl, me a freshman, her the older cuter girl...

To her nd her friends, I was just the underclassmen...

I wAs tht kid, nd nobody noticed em...

I swear she was gorgeous, typa girl you can only fantasize about cus she's older...

I'd put myself in her jock bf's shoes when he did things with her. Simple things like just hold her...

Me nd the boys would kick it in the hall nd be like there she goes, damnn...

Her bf hit that all the time nd cus of that. To them; he was the man...

I adored her smile nd innocence...

Others noticed her perfect body and how she carried it with confidence...

They preffered the ass, I; the smile...

Turns out I She started to notice that about me.I grew up a little nd somehow got her number to dial...

Now my friends rooted for me, cmon man do it; you actually can!...

Wasn't til then that I realized what it was or felt like to be the "man"...

Me nd her, We tLked nd close we became...

But you know what, ever since then, my point of view on girls like that, they havent been the same...

Her bf fcked her over, she lost hope in guys nd cus of that ; fell into the game...

They say the more you can't have something, the more you want it...

Nd I mean it's True,but turns out, I got it...

Nd I have a new theory,...

things aren't what you imagine them to be...

Cus the Thing is I actually liked her, something ideal I wanted us to become...

She was dealing with a heartbreak nd to her who knows how many, I was just another,only difference is I was the first one...

 not gunna say what we did cus that would be disrespectful just know I did it with the girl I thought wouldn't ever say a word to me...

It was cus of her i realised Gorgeous is felxible, can turn out to be hideous, or maybe just plain ugly...

Now I see her at parties nd realise like damn, that used to be my taste...

Used to be the type that couldn't be copied or replaced...

Now, now she's just beauty; beauty gone to waste...